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Virtual Reality and the Matrix
I can’t say enough how I love reading. It affords me the opportunity to think. 🙂 (By think I mean observe a subject from all angles. This allows me to get a deeper understanding of the specific topic from an internal point of view. It can be looked at as an opportunity for me to challenge what it is I am observing, which ultimately allows me to figure out if that subject is a resonating truth within myself or not.)
So on this particular day I explored the subject of virtual reality. The British Dictionary definitions for virtual reality is “a computer-generated environment that, to the person experiencing it,closely resembles reality.” In reading Astral Projection. He goes about explaining virtual reality by saying “Virtual reality is represented by information about the world. The software does not contain the actual world itself….There is no world in the software (or anywhere else), only a description of the world”
I wanted to understand this, so I sat with it for a while to give the idea the opportunity to develop in my mind. In doing such “The Matrix” came to mind because the premise of the movie is that we all live in a virtual world. From there I began to play with the idea further, if we live in a virtual world, how do we get out? Is it truly like the matrix where you have to physically be unplugged from the virtual system to see the world as it is? How do I even manage such a task!?Some time later my answer came. It’s not about having to unplug from anything it’s about unlimiting our belief systems.
Although I understand it is a natural inclination to only believe what you can grasp in the physical, it results in everything outside of that physical existence being rejected. The core of my spiritual development/exploration on every level comes down to exploring what exist outside of our comfy(or not so comfy if you prefer) little physical world. I feel like exploring ideas within myself allows me to expand so much further than the physical world. This gives me the opportunity to shape and reshape my mind and it’s thought process. I realized my life purpose is to encourage others to take on their own personal journey because once you are able to expand past the scary part of it, it becomes more amazing than any words I could give you.
In spiritual expansion/development you will reach a point where you grow past fear. It really comes down to when you know within yourself that you are ready to explore spiritually in spite of not knowing what awaits you on the other side of that exploration. I can’t tell you when that time is but I can tell you if you decide within yourself that you are ready and you take that leap into the unknown something beautiful will open up to you/catch you before you fall. *Insert Matrix red pill/blue pill reference here–seeeeeee it’s always interconnected!!!*
When you take that step in spite of your fear, on the other side will be your personal realization that fear is not real. In that realization lies so much. You stop fearing the “consequence” of exploring outside of the physical world and you become okay with breaking ideas that once were the cornerstone of your existence. You begin to breakdown and rebuild your own belief system in a fashion that is customized for YOU and THAT is a beautiful way to live.
Coming back around to my point when you unlimit your mind from only believing what you can first see you have successfully “unplugged from the matrix” You no longer fear concepts outside of our physical comprehension which causes expansion and growth within your soul. For me, that is the fun and beauty of my existence.
Have fun exploring!!!!
The Life Journey
2 days ago or so I had a cup of Yogi Tea, I love Yogi tea particularly because their tea bag labels always drop little bits of wisdom for me to ponder on.
On this particular day The tea tag stated “The purpose of life is to enjoy every moment” I played with the idea in my mind for a moment and my interpretation of it was that if you learn to enjoy every moment you will have a good life because you won’t spend time frustrated or being “negative.” I was satisfied with this thought and went about my regular day. Apparently this little tea tag was not done with me however. It crossed my mind again this morning during meditation where the idea of enjoying every moment was being called back to my feelings on being aware of one’s emotional state and being a “belief thief.”
Enjoying every moment is about alignment. When you only hold on to beliefs that resonate with your soul you will enjoy life. If it’s not resonating with you then discard it!! free yourself up from trying to fit that round peg into the square hole. Find the round hole and be happy!!!
The other part of this coming together for me was in reading. In Astral Projection John states “the universe is infinitely recursive” It resonated on such a deep level for me because I am now able to fully understand that there is no beginning or end to the universe. When you know there is no end, you stop focusing on the end. You don’t worry about getting “there” because there is no there!! There is only here. The concept of there only being the present also reflects that.
If there is only now you allow yourself to appreciate life for what it is, a journey! 🙂
That is now what I now believe the author of my tea tag meant (even if he or she didn’t that’s what I received from it and since it made me feel good to figure it out it must be one of my natural state of being beliefs!!!–see how it all comes back around and around!!!!)
I spend many moments in gratitude for my spiritual development.
Love and Peace ❤
Think and Be
So in the beautiful and effortless unfolding of my life this morning I decide that I will write about a few things that I have been playing with in my mind lately. I open up the webpage and posted by Think Positive, Be Positive is this post that says “Think positive, be positive and positive things will happen”. My mind did a back flip!! This quote pulled together a few things I have been playing with over the past few days! (I can’t even explain the gratitude and love I feel when this happens. It’s amazing)
Think Positive:In my spiritual development I am learning what it truly means to think positive. I understand now that positive thinking is not so much about trying hard to be happy all the time, it is becoming aware of your natural state of being. The method for which is to pay attention to your emotions! Things that cause you to feel good are things that are letting you know you are aligned with your true state of being, where as things that make you feel poorly are not aligned with your natural state of being. I then saw this video where Bashar explains what a belief thief is.This further deepened my understanding of the idea of what it is to think positive. The short of it is things that don’t make you feel good emotionally are not aligned with your natural state of being. They are simply someone elses beliefs that you have picked up along the way. (This is not to say that these beliefs are not in alignment for ANYONE they just aren’t in alignment for you)
Be Positive: When you are paying attention to your emotional state and learn the ability to “drop” beliefs that are not your own you can then more effortlessly stay aligned with your natural state of well being. It becomes easier to no longer hold beliefs that do not suite you. You no longer feel the need to try to force yourself to fit into someone else’s “belief mold” (It sort of reminds me of when my friend borrowed a pair of shoes that I had worn in a little. When she returned them she said she really liked the shoes but she realized she could only comfortably wear them if she “walked like me.” It only worked if she fit into my “foot mold” which was not her “natural way of walking”) When you only carry beliefs that are true to your natural state of being you become the true you which is a positive being. 🙂
Positive things will happen: When you are fully able to live this way positive things cannot help but to come into your life experience because you are aligned with your true self. This is essentially saying the same thing as my explanation of how your emotions let you know how close or far away you are from God.
That is part of the beauty of this all to me. The same core messages continue to pour into me through so many different avenues. This is how I know what I am learning is so sincere and true to me. 🙂
Have a wonderful day all ❤
Enjoyed these
These are such great videos 😀
The Golden Current That is Mass Consciousness
While reading Astral Projection by John Magnus. He puts into words the experience that he has had connecting with mass consciousness. I use the words “connecting with mass consciousness” while he uses the words “removing the mind veil” This is the beauty of the spiritual journey. There are so many ways to describe the exact same experience. That is the reason I am able to look at the word God and know that it embodies all things. Whomever you chose to call him/her/them/it isn’t the important part, it’s the actual experience that unites us all.
He calls it the mind veil, in The Four Agreements it’s described as “Mitote”, and even in the movie “The Matrix” it’s called the matrix!!!
He describes how when you are connected to the greater consciousness you see everything so clearly. You can see both problems and solutions and the frustration that comes with trying to put this experience in words because it surpasses human vocabulary. That’s also the beauty of the spiritual journey. You begin to understand on a level that surpasses our verbal understanding and although it does, it does not surpass our spiritual understanding. This is also a concept that I have found in The Finding of the Third Eye in terms of the explanations of the interconnected planes the soul exist on.
That is how my interest in the astral projection book was sparked! You’ll start to notice with me that everything is very tightly interconnected. I make it my intention to grow as effortlessly as possible which includes following the subtle queues that lead me to an understanding of this entire experience. Anything that “rings” to me or calls me to further research just sends me deeper and deeper down this awesome rabbit hole but I digress.
The “struggle” that is associated with this experience is once you have actually had it you want to share it with everyone!!! You want everyone to have this same experience because it’s so amazingly beautiful that it shouldn’t be contained. That’s why I write. That’s why other writes, it’s why some sing, some do interpretive dance, some act, some paint, some draw. Everyone is entitled to express this experience however they best see fit. Personally, I want to encourage as many people as possible to take on their individual journey so they may attain this beautiful life experience. To me, as a result of my own experience I believe that is the meaning of life.
Someone else who has the same underlying experience may get something entirely different out of it and that experience is equally beautiful. You can’t help but to be overtaken by the loss of yourself. You are no longer you, the individual. You are everything and everyone. You embody all, we are all one. It removes judgment from you because you only have a desire to live your life to the best of your ability and allow those around you to live their life to the best of theirs. Live and let live takes on that surpassed verbal explanation. While reading and thinking this all over I was reminded of a speech Jim Carrey gave in which he described it as riding a wave. I had seen this speech before but watching it this time had meant something completely different to me because I have had my own experience with the greater collective consciousness he is referring to.
He explained the ups and downs associated with making that full connection and what it is like when you “come back down” from it. John Magnus describes it as the mind veil being replaced.
I tend to think of that connection as being absorbed into a great golden current. That current is the mass consciousness.
(this is how I visually imagine it but it’s also flowing–I’m one for visual emphasis you’ll also notice)
You are able to connect to every being in history that has ever accessed that same consciousness. You are able to understand on that surpassed verbal level all true thought and intentions of life. It gives you such a burning desire to not only access it on a continuous basis but an incredible hope that everyone will eventually access it as well. When you come “back down” it’s like you have jumped out of that beautiful current back into whatever it is we tend to live prior to that experience. Let me tell you, the striving to get back there is real but now I’m starting to believe if you try less and allow it to happen more you’ll make your way back to it with a little effort as possible.
So now I’ve done all this rambling explaining the experience, the real question is how do I get there????
To that I say…I don’t know lol.
I can’t tell you how you can get there because I am not you. The way I “got there” was through reading, meditation and finely attuning myself to what is being presented to me (and for what reason) My expansion is not your expansion. Maybe you will access it through church, maybe through music, maybe through sports whatever it is is not for me to decide. You know you.
What I can tell you though is all it really takes to start is the desire for that experience. I traced back my steps to see how I got to this point in my spiritual development and it all started with me saying to God “I want to get to know you better” The way they orchestrated everything from that point is beyond divine. All you need do is ask and watch how God will show you YOUR way there. In that moment you will remember there is no one way up the mountain.
Love Love Love ❤
Dandelions and Time Lapses
Once while on a plane I was watching the sun set and was struck with the thought of how effortlessly life unfolds for me. (The key to this all being the amount you allow it to be effortless–aka stop trying to micromanage God, they’ve got you. Trust me lol)
It came after something very simple actually, my boyfriend and I were heading out of town and as we were walking towards our seats I was hoping for a window seat (mostly for him because although I like the window it’s not a deal breaker for me.) As we approached we took note of the numbers….he was an aisle and I was a center. C’est La Vie ::shrugs:: I didn’t think much of it but before I could even sit down the man in the window seat in our row asked if either of us wanted the window! He stated he had seen all there was to see so it wasn’t a big deal and just like that we had our window! Maybe it’s just my appreciation of the little things but that small occurrence rocked me with gratitude.
So as I sat peeping over my boyfriend’s shoulder out of the window (cause of course he got the actual window seat lol) These thoughts came to me. When you look at a picture of a flower you are only seeing one moment in that flowers existence. You can’t really tell anything about it other than the type of flower it is.
It’s not until you watch a time lapse video of that same flower you can grow a better appreciation of it’s life span and the ease at which it grows.
Watching the time lapse video of this dandelion really put into perspective the ease of which life unfolds for all of us. When you watch it you can’t help but to notice it’s just existing. It’s not rushing to get to the next stage, it’s not worried about how all the other dandelions are growing comparatively, it’s not doing anything but living. It offers no resistance or frustration and it still reaches it’s destination. It becomes the flower that it is meant to be.
I realized then that I am that flower.
The less resistance I offer (by which I mean the less I try to micromanage God/the less I get frustrated when things don’t go EXACTLY as I plan them) the more effortless things come to me and that’s a beautiful realization to have.
I also found I have an extra fondness for dandelions now. Not only is beauty found in the common flower (some even call them weeds) but dandelions live two lives. 🙂 The yellow pedals bloom and close and you would think that is the end of the dandelion life but then they open again….They offer themselves to the world once more in the form of what I used to call “wishers” as a kid. I would pick the second life flowers, make a wish and blow as hard as I could for the wishers (pollen) to carry my wish away.
They spread their seeds and start life anew. Thanks dandelions
I am LOVE (and so will my future babies be :) )
I have had the strong urge to write about love for the past few days. The problem being I didn’t know where I even wanted to start. The word love embodies all things. We sometimes use it superficially, not giving full homage to the importance of what love is and we sometimes use it in limited terms that only cover some subjects or persons, but what I am talking about is LOVE love. Real LOVE. God LOVE.
I don’t have any children as of yet but I’m at an age where all observations of parenting are taken into consideration about how I intend to raise my future babies. One of my best friends and I had a discussion about it with regards to a new TV show coming soon to NBC called the slap.
He believes I’m going to be one of those hippie people who will end up with undisciplined little demon children (I only half agree with that of course lol) while he believes his parenting style will be very strict and controlled. We both have no children so ultimately there’s no real way to know how this will end up going until they get here. Anywho, after much discussion he asked me “what values do you want to instill in your kids?” This is a great question of course and so my mind took off running…..I want my future babies to be smart, honest/truthful, free thinking, respectful and all the other great qualities all parents want of their kids.
This question then turned itself in my mind to “well how do you get all of these qualities out of your little human???” After all, no matter how much of a little you they may be they are still their own little human beings. (I find adults tend to discount children not remember they are little people.)
Well, thanks to good ol meditation just as the question had turned not long after my answer arrived.
My goal as a parent is not to force my child into a mold of qualities that are pleasing to me. My goal as a parent will be to raise my child in LOVE. I want to make my future babies in LOVE and bring them up in that same non judging, patient and kind LOVE that God floods me with on a daily basis. My favorite biblical definition of what LOVE is as follows:
1 Corinthians 13: 4-8: Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant 5 or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; 6 it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. 7 Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.8 Love never ends.
THAT’S how I want to raise my children. In my mind if I do my best to maintain these qualities within myself I believe my future babies will turn out awesome. If someone is raised in THAT type of LOVE there will be no room for certain qualities and traits which may be viewed as negative. I know that personally because when I am fully connected with that type of God LOVE I only want that same LOVE for those around me. I want to give and share and be kind and help others in anyway I am able. When you are given that type of LOVE you have no space for being uncooperative or ill spirited. It’s just LOVE. Good LOVE. Pure LOVE. AMAZINGGGGGG LOVE!!!
And so ultimately I want my future babies to know they are LOVE. When you know you are LOVE as I know I am LOVE it is no longer an issue of discussion.
Much LOVE and peace to you all ❤
Using feelings not fear
Fear is not real.(meditate on it) Although, now I can appreciate where it came from. I feel like fear was good intentions gone astray. It was supposed to be a tool to try to encourage people to behave well. The fear associated with the idea of Karma or the devil is intended to coax you into being a good person in life but what I’ve come to find is not to use that method as the driving force to whether I will try to be a good person or not.
I strive to be a good person because I want to be as close with God as possible; being close to God brings awesome things into my life experience! I am a believer that your Emotional Guidance System (your feelings) let you know how close or far away you are so I always strive to reach for higher vibrating feelings and when you have those feelings you can’t help but to be flooded with Love, Peace, Joy, Compassion, Forgiveness, Non-Judgment and all the spectacular things that are God. 😀
I’m so thankful for that now being the thing that drives me opposed to fear. It makes life significantly less stressful 🙂
The More….The Less….
When(or if) you finally connect to the greater human consciousness…
Honestly that’s just the thing about it. There aren’t even any words to describe it. If you’ve ever heard the Bible verse “I once was lost but now I’m found, was blind but now I see” that’s what it’s like. Even that doesn’t do it 100% justice because there are levels to the key words lost, found and sight. There is the literal, figurative and spiritual definition of all of them.
Coming back to my point, when you connect to the greater consciousness you are able to grasp at a very deep level every single human being throughout history who has connected with that same consciousness. You are able to connect with the ideas of people through books, TV, Movies, Videos(good ol YouTube) Music, Dance and any other way people have ever used to express themselves. It’s really quite beautiful.
In this connection to mass consciousness you become less you. I have found the more I turn into that connection and my development of my relationship with God the less I think of only myself and it’s an amazing experience. I am in service to humanity. I love connections, I love nurturing and helping develop the consciousness of my fellow man. My little light shines. 🙂 I have always done it on a one to one scale, I makes sincere connections with people because of that.
The idea to start this blog was put on my heart a little while back. The thought of it scared the crap out of me because I did not want to expose myself to being judged and ridiculed by people who do not understand what it is that I am doing it for. It was my equivalent to walking outside naked and then having someone put it online but not just it goes locally, that it goes viral. (We all know who grumpy cat is or how to do the SoldierBoy Superman for that very reason!!) That is on a much larger scale than me just rambling to my friends and family or even speaking to someone randomly that I meet in the street!!!!
I practice meditation daily and since this was a point of high emotion I brought it to my meditation. I asked for clarity on what it is I should be doing and how to go about it and two things happened….I REALLY understood the concept that God never gives us more than we can handle . They wouldn’t put on my heart to do this task if I could not do it. Plain and simple. The second thing was fear is not real!!!!! (That phrase often causes me to say it multiple times in a semi screaming voice lol. It is such a shocking, yet simple truth) one of the lessons in A Course in Miracles is “A meaningless world engenders fear because I think I am in competition with God.” Fear is based on not trusting God. It is impossible to simultaneously know that they will catch you if you step out on faith and they will let you fall if you step out on faith at the same time. So….I picked my side. I stepped out. So far, it’s working out for me. 🙂 Any help no matter how small I can offer to anyone for their personal growth and development gives me purpose so thank you for even taking the time to read my thoughts. I greatly appreciate it.
I met a guy on the train one day and we got into a really deep conversation about consciousness and spirituality. In that conversation I told him we are all here (on the train) by design, it’s not a coincidences that this specific grouping of people are on this train with us right now. To that he said something like well what makes me so special for all of these people to be here for me, isn’t that arrogant? He was looking at it from the view that if you think that way you believe the world revolves around you. I explained to him from my perspective it was more about me determining not only what it is I am supposed to be getting from this moment but also what I am supposed to be giving to this moment. And so I simply said because we are all here together I wish everyone on this train love and peace. Yes I realize how much of a hippie that makes me sound like but I believe people who are classified as “hippies” got it right!!! (by right I mean right for me)
For me the thought of tuning out, putting in my headphones and not thinking of all the other people on the train who were specifically put here for a reason would be selfish of me. I have to stay present and aware and offer myself to the world however I am able (The side note being you can only offer yourself to your capacity. You cannot fill another person’s cup if yours is empty so only give what you have to give, never more, and you will find this type of giving fills your cup not depletes it 🙂
You begin to feel that you can’t keep your gifts to yourself, whatever they may be. Give the world what you have to been given and you’ll always end up getting more out of it than you put in. As such, I decided I am of service to humanity. I will surrender and give myself without fear and all will be well.
Peace and Love ❤
For the Developing Soul 